Every journey difficulty is always there....
Even tired and fed up but still no words can speak out the difficulty...it's stuck and maybe no end and it will be forever on shadow and darkness...
Even the person who dear to your heart will not understand. So there's no point speak out...it's USELESS!!!
SOMETIMES
I was thinking maybe the decision i taken is wrong or maybe the person i chosen is wrong...
Day by day is all dark and yes is eating my heart and my kindness....
Is so disappointed when yourself expect something and it won't happen as your thought.... It's SO embarrassing (exact word)
Wednesday 7 December 2016
Tuesday 28 June 2016
28 JUNE 2016
Hello Namaste!
Today is a new journey for me. I have decided to be vegetarian. My husband and all my in laws side is a strictly vegetarian. I respect all they culture and belief. Dear all my family and friends please pray and support me.
If i ask myself "do i confident with my decision or not" honest answer is still YES. I'm happy with my decision. Even certain people still don't have confident in me but i'm sure God is there watching and i'm pretty confident God bless me.
Yesterday 27.06.2016 is one of my memorable moment happen in my chapter of life and its really make me jump to they sky. My sister in law give her blessing to our marriage. I'm very happy. No words can describe.
To Didi,
From bottom of my heart i would like to thank you so much for coming Malaysia. Your visit this time is really make me falling in love with India.
I'm so grateful and thankful to you especially. I will really prove that i'm a best wife you all will ever ask from God for this man.
My heart is so free and so touching when i hugging you yesterday. The moment is still fresh in my mind. I'm such a lucky women to have you as sister in law.
Please guide me so that i can be a better wife especially. With open heart i willingly accept whatever knowledge regarding your culture and as a wife and as a daughter in law.
Whatever you told me yesterday i will keep it in my heart forever and will apply it on my daily routine and i will do as your wish and guidance.
Pray for me Didi. I'm still very weak and far away to achieve but i promise to myself i will never surrender and forget my own oath.
Thank you so much. Keep bless our marriage life and keep give advice to me. I love you Didi.
Jascika-28JUNE2016
Today is a new journey for me. I have decided to be vegetarian. My husband and all my in laws side is a strictly vegetarian. I respect all they culture and belief. Dear all my family and friends please pray and support me.
If i ask myself "do i confident with my decision or not" honest answer is still YES. I'm happy with my decision. Even certain people still don't have confident in me but i'm sure God is there watching and i'm pretty confident God bless me.
Yesterday 27.06.2016 is one of my memorable moment happen in my chapter of life and its really make me jump to they sky. My sister in law give her blessing to our marriage. I'm very happy. No words can describe.
To Didi,
From bottom of my heart i would like to thank you so much for coming Malaysia. Your visit this time is really make me falling in love with India.
I'm so grateful and thankful to you especially. I will really prove that i'm a best wife you all will ever ask from God for this man.
My heart is so free and so touching when i hugging you yesterday. The moment is still fresh in my mind. I'm such a lucky women to have you as sister in law.
Please guide me so that i can be a better wife especially. With open heart i willingly accept whatever knowledge regarding your culture and as a wife and as a daughter in law.
Whatever you told me yesterday i will keep it in my heart forever and will apply it on my daily routine and i will do as your wish and guidance.
Pray for me Didi. I'm still very weak and far away to achieve but i promise to myself i will never surrender and forget my own oath.
Thank you so much. Keep bless our marriage life and keep give advice to me. I love you Didi.
Jascika-28JUNE2016
Thursday 26 May 2016
26/05/2016@Thursday
Hello !
Hi i would like to share some of my stories after long time be in the silent MODE.
We are staying in the centre of metropolitan city in Malaysia.
My sister in law have leave some of her products (Semi stich salwar kamezee, Fancy bangles) at our house when she visited on 1 year ago, but until not even one of our products have sold. Is not because the products is not good but is because one year ago i still working and yes! time is not there to go and sale it. Now is almost complete 2 months i leave my job so since then am trying to find some shop lot or stall to rent out so that i can start my journey as a business women.
I have tried so many places but mostly all the rental is killing me. Even one stall is RM1500 this is the cheapest one i can get near by my house.
I'm not surrender but my mind keep thinking. How is the others people run they business if the rental so high and customer also you can counting every day. How they cover all the expenses.
I have decided to do it through online first and when is stable and have regular customer so i will take next step maybe to rent a shop.
#PrayToGod
Hi i would like to share some of my stories after long time be in the silent MODE.
We are staying in the centre of metropolitan city in Malaysia.
My sister in law have leave some of her products (Semi stich salwar kamezee, Fancy bangles) at our house when she visited on 1 year ago, but until not even one of our products have sold. Is not because the products is not good but is because one year ago i still working and yes! time is not there to go and sale it. Now is almost complete 2 months i leave my job so since then am trying to find some shop lot or stall to rent out so that i can start my journey as a business women.
I have tried so many places but mostly all the rental is killing me. Even one stall is RM1500 this is the cheapest one i can get near by my house.
I'm not surrender but my mind keep thinking. How is the others people run they business if the rental so high and customer also you can counting every day. How they cover all the expenses.
I have decided to do it through online first and when is stable and have regular customer so i will take next step maybe to rent a shop.
#PrayToGod
20 Facts about me and you may not know.
1. I believe in one God, that is Jesus christ.
2. The correct spelling of my name is JASCIKA.
3. I love being myself.
4. I don't like hypocrite people.
5. I love my Husband
6. I love my family.
7. I like + love baby & kids.
8. I like outdoor activities.
9. I love cooking + eating.
10. I love travel.
11. I like writing + Reading.
12. I love the smell of my husband.
13. I hate falling sick.
14. I hate snake.
15.I'm afraid of heights.
(Whatever activities related, i damn scared)
16. I don't like roller coaster.
17. I never look back of my old chapter of life.
18. I RESPECT all religions.
19. I like to be respected and I also respect others.
20. I don't like cartoon.
Monday 28 March 2016
28.03.2016
Birthday shout for me!!!!
Happy Birthday To Me! Wish myself many many returns of the days & Love & Happiness & Good Health.
I don't want any others gift. Because i already receive a very honoured gift. First thanks to God everything goes as planned. My very Honoured gift on my birthday is i'm a wifey now. No boyfie & girlfie anymore... Now the journey is begun "Marriage Life"
Dear Almighty God,
In your name i pray, please bless our marriage with bundle of love and joy. Let's everyone accept our love and this relationship with open heart and give they blessing to our marriage.
Amen.
Happy Birthday To Me! Wish myself many many returns of the days & Love & Happiness & Good Health.
I don't want any others gift. Because i already receive a very honoured gift. First thanks to God everything goes as planned. My very Honoured gift on my birthday is i'm a wifey now. No boyfie & girlfie anymore... Now the journey is begun "Marriage Life"
Dear Almighty God,
In your name i pray, please bless our marriage with bundle of love and joy. Let's everyone accept our love and this relationship with open heart and give they blessing to our marriage.
Amen.
Thursday 17 March 2016
18 March 2016
From my house i can see clearly the KL Tower. Every night light is look awesome with a so many colours. I use to have this view almost 2 years already, i like it.
Since yesterday, i and my handsome hubby start doing exercise. I'm happy with this. Hopefully it will be our habit every time come back from office.
Our house owner also had dinner at our home. First time outsider having indian food i prepared. I'm happy and yes i really like to know what is they opinion about my cooking.
Whatever is that i hope they enjoy eating.
About my job, this 23/03/2016 is my last day. Hopefully i will be fine to be at home all time.
28/03/2016 is my day and yes is also will be our memorial day with my Handsome....
Hopefully everything is will be fine as plan.
Friday 11 March 2016
12-MARCH-2016 / Saturday
Health is a very important for me, and for everybody i guess.
So here come the idea. Guys! myself and my handsome hubby will set up
"Juices & Shake & Sandwiches"
business from home
23 March 2016 is my last day in office. All the tension + pressure and struggle at i carried in 1 year 3 month will come to the end when i submitted my resignation letter on 24 Feb 2016. Struggling everyday really make me look old then my age and it's really run my health so i decided to stop and taking care of my health with freedom from my handsome hubby.
So guys, please do support me. For the beginning, i will start with simple menu and i provide delivery as well. For the beginning we decided to start from home. So at the same time i can focus to taking care of my hubby health as well.
Please bring me in your prayers guys so that whatever i plan will going smooth and success as well.
So here come the idea. Guys! myself and my handsome hubby will set up
"Juices & Shake & Sandwiches"
business from home
23 March 2016 is my last day in office. All the tension + pressure and struggle at i carried in 1 year 3 month will come to the end when i submitted my resignation letter on 24 Feb 2016. Struggling everyday really make me look old then my age and it's really run my health so i decided to stop and taking care of my health with freedom from my handsome hubby.
So guys, please do support me. For the beginning, i will start with simple menu and i provide delivery as well. For the beginning we decided to start from home. So at the same time i can focus to taking care of my hubby health as well.
Please bring me in your prayers guys so that whatever i plan will going smooth and success as well.
Hallelujah! Tuhan Yesus.
In The Name of the father and the son and the holy spirit.
Bapa Di Surga, Berkati lah perancangan anakmu ini agar apa yang dirancangkan berjalan dengan lancar dan mendapat hasil yang melimpah ruah.
Terima Kasih Tuhan Yesus.
AMEN
Tuesday 2 February 2016
02/02/2016
Kisah lalu kembali terimbas di minda. Seperti wayang. Tetapi itulah kisah gadis kampung yang datang ke kota besar dengan impian dan mimpi yang ingin dipenuhi.
Manis dan pahit perjalanan ... itulah yang membentuk diri ini menjadi kuat dan teguh seperti hari ini. Di sana terdapatnya moral dan pengajaran yang tinggi untuk ditoleh kembali tetapi bukan untuk diulangi. Cukuplah sekali.
Masa berlalu terlalu pantas... hampir genap 5 tahun tetapi tiada yang berubah dari mata kasar. Tetapi syukur Tuhan diri ini sudah dewasa dan kuat bangun sendiri. Terima kasih atas cinta kasih Tuhan Yesus.
Biarlah chapter itu terus terkunci tidak ingin diingat dan dikenang lagi.
Tidak sakit dan dendam yang berbaki. Semua sudah berlalu. Biarkan semuanya menjadi sejarah.
Tuhan yesus memberkati. Amen
03022016-wednesday@12.27am
Manis dan pahit perjalanan ... itulah yang membentuk diri ini menjadi kuat dan teguh seperti hari ini. Di sana terdapatnya moral dan pengajaran yang tinggi untuk ditoleh kembali tetapi bukan untuk diulangi. Cukuplah sekali.
Masa berlalu terlalu pantas... hampir genap 5 tahun tetapi tiada yang berubah dari mata kasar. Tetapi syukur Tuhan diri ini sudah dewasa dan kuat bangun sendiri. Terima kasih atas cinta kasih Tuhan Yesus.
Biarlah chapter itu terus terkunci tidak ingin diingat dan dikenang lagi.
Tidak sakit dan dendam yang berbaki. Semua sudah berlalu. Biarkan semuanya menjadi sejarah.
Tuhan yesus memberkati. Amen
03022016-wednesday@12.27am
Saturday 23 January 2016
24/01/2016@01.54am
Day by day so much is change. Most of the time i felt what is going on? Right or not? is it what i really want or we just drag it to the worse situation.
We clear we love and yes we need each other badly. But what is happening now is not correct. Something is going wrong. Before it too late we need to wake up.
Relationship without blessing. Where it will go? Give me answer or either opinion.
Our story today is so much different from the beginning we started. What we supposed to to God. Please guide us, before we spoiled everything.
Most of the time now we keep argue each other opinion or advice. We realize it. What suppose we do God? Where all this fighting and ego will bring us. Show us the way.
02.05am
We clear we love and yes we need each other badly. But what is happening now is not correct. Something is going wrong. Before it too late we need to wake up.
Relationship without blessing. Where it will go? Give me answer or either opinion.
Our story today is so much different from the beginning we started. What we supposed to to God. Please guide us, before we spoiled everything.
Most of the time now we keep argue each other opinion or advice. We realize it. What suppose we do God? Where all this fighting and ego will bring us. Show us the way.
02.05am
Friday 1 January 2016
Janam Janam(Dilwale) @02012016
Janam Janam Lyrics
Janam janam janam saath chalna yunhi
Kasam tumhe kasam aake milna yahin
Ek jaan hai bhale do badan ho judaa
Meri hoke hamesha hi rehna
Kabhi na kehna alvida
Meri subah ho tumhi
Aur tumhi shaam ho
Tum dard ho tum hi aaraam ho
Meri duaaon se aati hai bas ye sadaa
Meri hoke hamesha hi rehna
Kabhi na kehna alvida
Aha ha ha...
Meri hoke hamesha hi rehna
Kabhi na kehna alvida..
Teri baahon mein hai mere dono jahaan
Tu rahe jidhar meri jannat wahin
Jal rahi agan hai jo ye do tarfa
Na bujhe kabhi meri mannat yahi
Tu meri aarzu, main teri aashiqui
Tu meri shayari, main teri mausiqi
Talab talab talab bas teri hai mujhe
Nashon mein tu nasha banke ghulna yunhi
Meri mohabbat ka karna tu haq ye adaa
Meri hoke hamesha hi rehna
Kabhi na kehna alvida
Meri subah ho tumhi
Aur tumhi shaam ho
Tum dard ho, tum hi aaraam ho
Meri duaaon se aati hai bas ye sadaa
Meri hoke hamesha hi rehna
Kabhi na kehna alvida
Aa... alvida..
O... na na..
Kasam tumhe kasam aake milna yahin
Ek jaan hai bhale do badan ho judaa
Meri hoke hamesha hi rehna
Kabhi na kehna alvida
Meri subah ho tumhi
Aur tumhi shaam ho
Tum dard ho tum hi aaraam ho
Meri duaaon se aati hai bas ye sadaa
Meri hoke hamesha hi rehna
Kabhi na kehna alvida
Aha ha ha...
Meri hoke hamesha hi rehna
Kabhi na kehna alvida..
Teri baahon mein hai mere dono jahaan
Tu rahe jidhar meri jannat wahin
Jal rahi agan hai jo ye do tarfa
Na bujhe kabhi meri mannat yahi
Tu meri aarzu, main teri aashiqui
Tu meri shayari, main teri mausiqi
Talab talab talab bas teri hai mujhe
Nashon mein tu nasha banke ghulna yunhi
Meri mohabbat ka karna tu haq ye adaa
Meri hoke hamesha hi rehna
Kabhi na kehna alvida
Meri subah ho tumhi
Aur tumhi shaam ho
Tum dard ho, tum hi aaraam ho
Meri duaaon se aati hai bas ye sadaa
Meri hoke hamesha hi rehna
Kabhi na kehna alvida
Aa... alvida..
O... na na..
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