15/11/2014

i love my self ♡

08 Novemebr 2015

Hari ni, hubby saya dengan his brother going party from they company at Sunway Resort.

They have lucky draw. His friends got ipad mini. When they come home they didn't mentioned who won that. His friends announce that my hubby won that and he gave to his wife as a present. The minutes his friends said my hubby won that i'm so excited and very happy. But the minutes my hubby mentioned yes that is a present from him to his friend wife.

Omg! can't imagine my feeling. Everything become one. In my mind is am very happy so that my hubby can have new mobile so he no need to struggle with his spoiled mobile now.

But i never thoughts they a lying. Actually my hubby friend is the one who won that. I'm too embarrassing because over react at the moment they tell us about that news.

I'm too disappointed + embarrassing ++++

After that my mood totally changed.

One more thing is, even if my hubby is the one who won that. It's no point actually because he will volunteer give that things to them. Its always happened. No surprise for me. I just can be disappointed and angry, nothing else.

I can't get free gift from everywhere because at the end it will not be mine. At the end, all will belong to them never be mine.

07/11/2015

Masa berlalu terlalu cepat. Now is November. Felt like, yesterday only we celebrate new year 2015.

Di saat kita sedar masa berlalu terlalu cepat saat itu tanpa kita sedari masa kita semakin singkat. Usia semakin meningkat dan banyak benda yang kita masih belum lakukan dan tunaikan.

Hanya Tuhan mengerti kependekan masa di bumi ini.

Terlalu banyak masa yang ada dan kita habiskan untuk sesuatu yang sia-sia. Saat ini, pada usia ini kita terjaga selepas mimpi panjang yang boleh dikategori sebagai membazir tanpa hasil yang berguna dan bermanafaat untuk diri dan insan lain di sekitar.

Macam baru semalam rasanya saya belari-lari , berkejar-kejar dengan adik-beradik yang lain di rumah papan yang usang di sebuah kampung yang kecil di negeri di bawah bayu.  Saat ini semuanya sudah berlalu dan hanya memori yang mampu diimbas dengan air mata yang sangat murah mengalir apabila terkenangkan kenangan indah antar kami 10 orang adik-beradik yang dibanjiri dengan kasih sayang daripada kedua Raja dan Ratu hati kami. Biarpun tidak dibanjiri dengan wang ringgit dan kesenangan tapi kami tidak pernah menangisi kehidupan ini.

Esok abang saya akan officially menamatkan zaman bujangnya dengan wanita tanah seberang(Indonesia).

Dari jauh saya mendoakan kebahagian mereka. Semoga perjalanan rumahtangan mereka   akan dimurahi dan dilimpahi dengan berkat dan kesihatan yang baik dan cinta yang kukuh.

Biarpun banyak kesusahan yang dialami sebelum majlis mereka berlangsung tetapi mereka terus kuat dan puji Tuhan mereka berjaya sampai ke tahap yang diberkati dan direstui agama serta orang terdekat.

Selamat pengantin baru 1st Brother, you deserved good and understanding partner to be your wife and obviously always be you side no matter what. ... God bless your new journey with blossom flower and brighter fireworks. I love you to the moon and back. Be good husband and understanding best friend to your only wife.

31 oct 2015 ( New place to be landing)

Feeling very down . My office environment since day 1 she join its so unhealthy for me huhu..

Whenever am going office start Monday until Friday ... that feeling i always had before its gone.
Don't have any excitement anymore. Its like fog fly with wind.

Everyday my day pack with PRESSURE. Since enter office until she gone back. I'm just too comfortable with my box before and now DoNGKEY come and kick it until almost all broke and scratched everywhere.

Now i trying my best to landing at another land where can i fit myself and earning good compare now. But i hopefully comfort zone i will get soon will make me grow fast and yes!
Absolutely... it will not be hurting me that much.

LIFE. LOVE.cARe>Human

Holy matrimony...Dress

This is the design i love and Yes colour is white ...

and 

shoulder must be covered half .... exactly like this 

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1) first choice...Hairdo for holy matrimony at church 

 2) 2nd choice...this hairdo style for wed at church... 

3)...this hairdo style for wed at church... This look princess right hehe... i love it so much..

this hairdo should be style on evening time during brideGroom welcome guest on the entrance...

This hairband is for my cute Flower Girlsss...gorgeous siblings and cousins ....

this hairdo is for cutting cake ceremony. stunning and pretty cool...

My Fav design and decoration for my wed

Selected Design for my wed

1) That white colour i will make it light purple and Love will make it red and on the top is wed trophy. 

 2) This is how i want my wed cake will be decoration and places. below the three cake is candle or light, so it will look more romantic and yes awesome + stunning

3) Look at the cupcakes its cute isn't?? hehe.. i want exactly like that but colour for ♡  must be purple light and red ➳♥

4) Decorations  look grand and glamorous ... white colour cake and that love make it red and light purple and on the top is wed trophy...

5) this is what i want to see final ... that white colour cake i will change it to light purple and that love i will make it less and make it red colour and the ribbon i will change it to flower or round2 chocolate ... its will look very perfect.

6)... this decoration and shape i really falling in love deep.. deep hehe White cake obviously i will make it light purple and that love will make it red and on the top is wed trophy and surrounding the trophy will put that love with sticks ..... can you imagine???? haha

7) ok... this is cute and look very pure and awesome and obviously look more baby hehe...
i like so much.... can u imagine i put wed trophy on the top and cupcakes and flower is around the cake and candle in glass... very romantic

8) this the first design and decoration i selected but it become last after i saw so many design and decoration... but! its still i love its simple but look very decent and nice and cute....

19 10 2015

I hope my hubby dream will come true. In God name nothing is impossible.

We share dream together. We are very good from heart. God knows that very well.

Hopefully...

When my life is stable and all people around me especially my parents and all peoples i love is healthy and happy, One i really want to have is elderly nursing home or for kids who don't have family.

I love people a lots. My hubby also support my dream because we share same dream.

17 OCT 2015

Serious telling, i'm crazy this type of mobile nowdays, its too cutee!!!!

will do survey as soon as possible, so end of this month i will own mine hehehe (>‿♥)

The moment i falling in love with this type of gadget its when have so many blink2 + light and stunning by look while we answering call. Omg! 

I really want to make it mine even one!

15 oct 2015

Sesuatu yang indah tidak akan datang dengan mudah. Perjalanan yang dilalui penuh dengan liku dan duri yang kadangkala membuatkan kita manusia biasa, tersungkur, disakiti, rasa terhina, rendah diri dan terasing.

Jangan pernah menyesali. Kerana itu semua adalah proses pembentukan pribadi yang kuat dan kalis.

Tidak semua manusia merasai dan mengalami apa yang kita alami. Jangan bandingkan apa yang anda miliki dan apa yang insan lain tidak miliki.

Pasti ada perbezaan. Kerana Tuhan mencipta kita juga berbeza sifat dan bentuk. Tetapi di mata Dia(Tuhan) kita tetap sama. Cuma dia mata sesama manusia kita kelihataan berbeza.

Jangan menghakimi.Kita bukan orang yang layak.

Saling mendoakan itu yang terbaik.