31 oct 2015 ( New place to be landing)

Feeling very down . My office environment since day 1 she join its so unhealthy for me huhu..

Whenever am going office start Monday until Friday ... that feeling i always had before its gone.
Don't have any excitement anymore. Its like fog fly with wind.

Everyday my day pack with PRESSURE. Since enter office until she gone back. I'm just too comfortable with my box before and now DoNGKEY come and kick it until almost all broke and scratched everywhere.

Now i trying my best to landing at another land where can i fit myself and earning good compare now. But i hopefully comfort zone i will get soon will make me grow fast and yes!
Absolutely... it will not be hurting me that much.

LIFE. LOVE.cARe>Human

Holy matrimony...Dress

This is the design i love and Yes colour is white ...

and 

shoulder must be covered half .... exactly like this 

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1) first choice...Hairdo for holy matrimony at church 

 2) 2nd choice...this hairdo style for wed at church... 

3)...this hairdo style for wed at church... This look princess right hehe... i love it so much..

this hairdo should be style on evening time during brideGroom welcome guest on the entrance...

This hairband is for my cute Flower Girlsss...gorgeous siblings and cousins ....

this hairdo is for cutting cake ceremony. stunning and pretty cool...

My Fav design and decoration for my wed

Selected Design for my wed

1) That white colour i will make it light purple and Love will make it red and on the top is wed trophy. 

 2) This is how i want my wed cake will be decoration and places. below the three cake is candle or light, so it will look more romantic and yes awesome + stunning

3) Look at the cupcakes its cute isn't?? hehe.. i want exactly like that but colour for ♡  must be purple light and red ➳♥

4) Decorations  look grand and glamorous ... white colour cake and that love make it red and light purple and on the top is wed trophy...

5) this is what i want to see final ... that white colour cake i will change it to light purple and that love i will make it less and make it red colour and the ribbon i will change it to flower or round2 chocolate ... its will look very perfect.

6)... this decoration and shape i really falling in love deep.. deep hehe White cake obviously i will make it light purple and that love will make it red and on the top is wed trophy and surrounding the trophy will put that love with sticks ..... can you imagine???? haha

7) ok... this is cute and look very pure and awesome and obviously look more baby hehe...
i like so much.... can u imagine i put wed trophy on the top and cupcakes and flower is around the cake and candle in glass... very romantic

8) this the first design and decoration i selected but it become last after i saw so many design and decoration... but! its still i love its simple but look very decent and nice and cute....

19 10 2015

I hope my hubby dream will come true. In God name nothing is impossible.

We share dream together. We are very good from heart. God knows that very well.

Hopefully...

When my life is stable and all people around me especially my parents and all peoples i love is healthy and happy, One i really want to have is elderly nursing home or for kids who don't have family.

I love people a lots. My hubby also support my dream because we share same dream.

17 OCT 2015

Serious telling, i'm crazy this type of mobile nowdays, its too cutee!!!!

will do survey as soon as possible, so end of this month i will own mine hehehe (>‿♥)

The moment i falling in love with this type of gadget its when have so many blink2 + light and stunning by look while we answering call. Omg! 

I really want to make it mine even one!

15 oct 2015

Sesuatu yang indah tidak akan datang dengan mudah. Perjalanan yang dilalui penuh dengan liku dan duri yang kadangkala membuatkan kita manusia biasa, tersungkur, disakiti, rasa terhina, rendah diri dan terasing.

Jangan pernah menyesali. Kerana itu semua adalah proses pembentukan pribadi yang kuat dan kalis.

Tidak semua manusia merasai dan mengalami apa yang kita alami. Jangan bandingkan apa yang anda miliki dan apa yang insan lain tidak miliki.

Pasti ada perbezaan. Kerana Tuhan mencipta kita juga berbeza sifat dan bentuk. Tetapi di mata Dia(Tuhan) kita tetap sama. Cuma dia mata sesama manusia kita kelihataan berbeza.

Jangan menghakimi.Kita bukan orang yang layak.

Saling mendoakan itu yang terbaik.

14 oct 2015

encounters like handkerchief

11 oct 2015

1st SPARTAN in Asia!!!

i'm SPARTAN finisher!! Venue Setia Alam, Selangor @ 10 OCT 2015 (Saturday)

It's a very awesome experience i have.

Walking in Mud its really look like buffalo. 

All body sticky with mud without water to clean. 

With hot weather + haze + feverish + running nose + coughing 

With 3 water station only with 25+ Obstacles + almost 1km Walking in Jungle.

Its really test my stamina and patience. 

After all the Obstacles myself only leave this...

Its too high for me. I cant even reach the things. I'm little upset actually. 

But yes!! this is a very great and awesome event, for sure i will again participate in future. 

Thanks a lot for the experience i earn. 

09-10-2015

since came back from holiday i got feverish and running nose + cough.

Today finally FEVER. Again take MC because my hubby ask me to take enough rest for tomorrow Spartan event.

Hopefully after this weekend i will be ok. Because next month my office will shift to another building. So many backlog i have, and need my attention immediately before shifting.

Day by day i don't have any interested to going office anymore. Environment at office really not healthy adding weather outside full of haze huhu!

Really spoiled, when mix it become pancakes! damn!

Ketabahan dan kesukaran

manusia biasa hanya mampu merancang tapi tidak semestinya apa yang dirancang akan menjadi.

Percayalah vacation without plan lagi bagus daripada plan and et the end tidak menjadi.

Apa yang pasti masa depan yang cerah haruslah di mulai dengan perancangan yang rapi dan boleh dikategorikan sempurna, agar masa depan terjamin biarpun ada risiko untuk gagal tapi 

sekurang-kurangnya kita sudah buat yang terbaik. 

Menangis di belakang hari tidak berguna sekiranya kita buat sambil lewa. 

Memang tidak ada guna menyesal apabila nasi sudah menjadi bubur  tapi itulah lumrah manusia. Belajar daripada kesilapan dan kegagalan.

Itulah diri saya. Tapi still tidak pandai berubah-ubah huhu!

Saya hanya ingin kedepan dan tidak akan menoleh lagi. Ini pilihan saya, dan saya tidak pernah menyesal. Tuhan itu adil dan sudah pasti Dia tidak akan memberi cobaan melebihi daripada kemampuan hambanya. 

Oleh kerana saya kuat dan tabah, sekarang saya masih mampu ketawa dan melangkah biarpun terasa sangat terbeban dan ya! saya kuat. Terima kasih Tuhan Yesus.

Saya akan terus bersyukur biarpun ianya sukar dan sangat berbelit-belit. 

Kesukaran adalah proses menuju kejayaan dan pembentukan mental dan fizikal yang kuat dan tabah.

Sesuatu yang indah tidak akan datang dengan mudah. 

Amen, dalam nama Yesus.

07-10-2015

We are back to normal life, after long holiday. 1 till 6 oct we are out from KL.

Everything its going good there during holiday and e-day.

But for all the memory there now i need to pay high price and that its pride of my family and my self. Its hurt so much. Only God understand that. He's not wrong. Totally not wrong. Only thing is we are really different. Culture, mindset, view, thought, food, skin and even cloths we wear and water we drink and place we brought up.

I never expected its will be like that. He's full of anger. Everything happen there he took as a negative and insult. Just now he told me everything ⁀⊙﹏☉⁀. What he felt and what he have spent and doing there all is insult for him.

Its not culture but its because my mistake bring him there.

I'm happy for everything he have done for my whole family i'm totally thankful to God. But that its from my own feeling not him.

Its too late already if we want to do u-turn.

Money its always a problem for a relationship. It's not only our relationship but for every relationship.

He said i'm changed 360%.

Relationship will be better and perfect once we stop comparing to others and stop finding the mistake and deficiency.