When i follow my mind mostly i got bump or dump.
I share with my sister in law, what is disturbing me. I was thinking it's the right decision but somehow it's bring more disturbance to me.
My life so much stress + tension + sadness + anger...
Whatever i'm doing, for me it's good or smart already but for my husband it's always useless wasted of time and energy.
Day by day i become more upset and loss of my confident.
AT THE END i miss my parents and i feel like running from here.......
Tuesday, 9 October 2018
10/10/2018
Husband and Wife from others country... Sonu and Jenny
Jenny is a very good women from beginning. She has been working in 1 of the insurance company. She quit job because of the environment.
She became full time housewife for almost 3 month.
Afterwards her husband have interest to run own business but Jenny to do almost everything. At the beginning she thought is everything will be good and smooth but after 6 month operations she started feel the heat from the husband side.
Wake up 7am, cooking,iron dress and going shop. 9.30am business time started till 9.30pm. She did everything till nobody know she's the owner of the shop. She working like others workers should be. Hot and rain everything she face, no complain she happy and smile till all customer like her service.
She fall sick at time, she got admitted at hospital.
Next day she again continue work.
Shop is doing good day by day. After 6 month another branch open at same location. Everybody happy. Husband, sister in law and entire in laws family. She kept everything in her.
Day by day it changed her attitude her look. She becoming thin, time for her self is nowhere. Everyone surrounding her notice her scarification they feel sad and sympathy on her.
They try to help. At the end all get mess up. Who's use to be close before, becoming strangers just because of the greediness, domination attitude.proud self-esteem, always think that only they are right, never try to understand other people, never listen other people voice and many more reason.
Finally at time this family Jenny love like her own is decided to leave and move on to better life style.
They are all good and settle now.
Jenny continue suffer. Day by day, nothing change. She lost almost all battle. Self confident, dressing sense, interest, hobby, ambition, desire and all human will.
She's alive but nowhere. It's like you see the water but you are not able to touch, it continue flowing.
Her family knows almost everything they want to help her out but still she stop them and want to live in the cave which is a lots of thorns keep hurting and make her bleed.
She's such a strong women, you might ever met if you know her life journey.
Let Jesus Christ continue keep her going with good health and strong mental and physical.
Many times she cried out loud. But at one time she realize there's no need to cry if she still don't want to really move on. This is her choice so she need to keep going.
Jenny went to her in laws country, far from her own family. She's alone. Everything there is different. She know it since she decided to be together in 1 with her husband.
Talking and experienced the things is a 2 different world.
The family culture is so different. They treat you very good but at same time they expectation on you is too much higher. They smile but behind, God know what is the bitterness....
...............Practice my writing skill after long time break.
Jenny is a very good women from beginning. She has been working in 1 of the insurance company. She quit job because of the environment.
She became full time housewife for almost 3 month.
Afterwards her husband have interest to run own business but Jenny to do almost everything. At the beginning she thought is everything will be good and smooth but after 6 month operations she started feel the heat from the husband side.
Wake up 7am, cooking,iron dress and going shop. 9.30am business time started till 9.30pm. She did everything till nobody know she's the owner of the shop. She working like others workers should be. Hot and rain everything she face, no complain she happy and smile till all customer like her service.
She fall sick at time, she got admitted at hospital.
Next day she again continue work.
Shop is doing good day by day. After 6 month another branch open at same location. Everybody happy. Husband, sister in law and entire in laws family. She kept everything in her.
Day by day it changed her attitude her look. She becoming thin, time for her self is nowhere. Everyone surrounding her notice her scarification they feel sad and sympathy on her.
They try to help. At the end all get mess up. Who's use to be close before, becoming strangers just because of the greediness, domination attitude.proud self-esteem, always think that only they are right, never try to understand other people, never listen other people voice and many more reason.
Finally at time this family Jenny love like her own is decided to leave and move on to better life style.
They are all good and settle now.
Jenny continue suffer. Day by day, nothing change. She lost almost all battle. Self confident, dressing sense, interest, hobby, ambition, desire and all human will.
She's alive but nowhere. It's like you see the water but you are not able to touch, it continue flowing.
Her family knows almost everything they want to help her out but still she stop them and want to live in the cave which is a lots of thorns keep hurting and make her bleed.
She's such a strong women, you might ever met if you know her life journey.
Let Jesus Christ continue keep her going with good health and strong mental and physical.
Many times she cried out loud. But at one time she realize there's no need to cry if she still don't want to really move on. This is her choice so she need to keep going.
Jenny went to her in laws country, far from her own family. She's alone. Everything there is different. She know it since she decided to be together in 1 with her husband.
Talking and experienced the things is a 2 different world.
The family culture is so different. They treat you very good but at same time they expectation on you is too much higher. They smile but behind, God know what is the bitterness....
...............Practice my writing skill after long time break.
Sunday, 14 January 2018
Sunday, 3 December 2017
My hubby
There's so much up and downs on our journey since beginning but that is make our hand more tight holding each others
Saturday, 2 December 2017
Friday, 1 December 2017
My better half
Hi handsome...
We might fight a lots because of different views and the way we thinking. But the fact is you are my sweetheart and nothing can change even my mouth keep talking bad things towards you.
You are my HUBBY.
I'm so proud of you. Since day one I realize my feelings toward you. 15/04/14 is the first time we meet. And 18/04/17 is the day my heart is open on you. You are my sweet loving hubby till my last breath.
If one day you will read this I hope I'm still surrounding you and make your day.
I love you my hubby.
Dear God
Please guide my husband. Wherever and whatever he did I know he did all that is for our future only. He too good to be in this situation my lord. I pray to Jesus Christ go show mercy on my husband. He's so innocent please my lord help us.
AMEN
Thursday, 30 November 2017
Love this family so much
Hopefully this family will continue grow and blow. Love them to the moon and back
Black coffee and sugar
Not good for health but most people like because is helping to reduce the sleepness ... Let's be owl with coffee
Friday, 21 July 2017
23.04.2017
Penghujung untuk 2 tahun penantian akhirnya mimpi menjadi kenyataan.
TERIMA KASIH KEPADA semua yang terlibat menjayakan impian dua insan yang hampir berputus asa.....
TERIMA KASIH KEPADA semua yang terlibat menjayakan impian dua insan yang hampir berputus asa.....
22 july 2017
Sekadar perkongsian... Untuk adik2 yang plan nak mendirikan rumah tangga.
...Cinta sebelum kahwin??? hingga sampai ke alam perkahwinan..
Setiap insan akan melalui perjalanan yang berbeza...Jangan risau tetapi teruslah berdoa semoga kebahagian itu akan berterusan dan sentiasa menjadi milik kita.
Mungkin tempoh perkenalaan yang terlalu lama akan membuatkan kita lebih mengenali antara satu sama lain dengan lebih terperinci tetapi ada juga yang sebaliknya... Pepatah ada mengatakan yang
"Cinta itu buta". Ya sememangnya cinta itu buta apabila kita leka dengan kebahagian yang mungkin hanya sementara...
Masa yang berputar dan hari yang berganti membuat hati ini bijak berbicara dan bertanda tanya di dalam diam.
Bertahanlah dalam kepedihan dan kuat lah dalam kesabaran....
"Kusangka panas sampai ke petang rupa-rupanya hujan di siang hari"
Dulu semuanya indah dan penuh dengan kemaafan dan timbang rasa ... tapi seiring waktu berputar keindahan itu bertukar ganas dan kian panas.
Cinta tidak pernah berkurang tetapi rasa sakit yang terlakar hari demi hari membuat hati ini semakin tawar dengan ucapan kemaafan. Tuhan beri saya kekuatan.
Jangan biar hati ini berdarah banyak.
Tuhan kuatkan hati ini untuk terus melakar kebahagian.
Dalam perkahwinan. Bukan hanya cinta yang diperlukan tetapi rasa saling menghormati, saling berkongsi, saling menolong dan saling menyokong dalam segala keputusan yang pasangan kita putuskan adalah yang utama.
Apabila kita mampu untuk melengkapi kiteria ini , puji Tuhan bahagia itu tidak akan pernah sesat jalan.
...............................Terima Kasih kerana membaca.
...Cinta sebelum kahwin??? hingga sampai ke alam perkahwinan..
Setiap insan akan melalui perjalanan yang berbeza...Jangan risau tetapi teruslah berdoa semoga kebahagian itu akan berterusan dan sentiasa menjadi milik kita.
Mungkin tempoh perkenalaan yang terlalu lama akan membuatkan kita lebih mengenali antara satu sama lain dengan lebih terperinci tetapi ada juga yang sebaliknya... Pepatah ada mengatakan yang
"Cinta itu buta". Ya sememangnya cinta itu buta apabila kita leka dengan kebahagian yang mungkin hanya sementara...
Masa yang berputar dan hari yang berganti membuat hati ini bijak berbicara dan bertanda tanya di dalam diam.
Bertahanlah dalam kepedihan dan kuat lah dalam kesabaran....
"Kusangka panas sampai ke petang rupa-rupanya hujan di siang hari"
Dulu semuanya indah dan penuh dengan kemaafan dan timbang rasa ... tapi seiring waktu berputar keindahan itu bertukar ganas dan kian panas.
Cinta tidak pernah berkurang tetapi rasa sakit yang terlakar hari demi hari membuat hati ini semakin tawar dengan ucapan kemaafan. Tuhan beri saya kekuatan.
Jangan biar hati ini berdarah banyak.
Tuhan kuatkan hati ini untuk terus melakar kebahagian.
Dalam perkahwinan. Bukan hanya cinta yang diperlukan tetapi rasa saling menghormati, saling berkongsi, saling menolong dan saling menyokong dalam segala keputusan yang pasangan kita putuskan adalah yang utama.
Apabila kita mampu untuk melengkapi kiteria ini , puji Tuhan bahagia itu tidak akan pernah sesat jalan.
...............................Terima Kasih kerana membaca.
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