When i follow my mind mostly i got bump or dump.
I share with my sister in law, what is disturbing me. I was thinking it's the right decision but somehow it's bring more disturbance to me.
My life so much stress + tension + sadness + anger...
Whatever i'm doing, for me it's good or smart already but for my husband it's always useless wasted of time and energy.
Day by day i become more upset and loss of my confident.
AT THE END i miss my parents and i feel like running from here.......
Tuesday, 9 October 2018
10/10/2018
Husband and Wife from others country... Sonu and Jenny
Jenny is a very good women from beginning. She has been working in 1 of the insurance company. She quit job because of the environment.
She became full time housewife for almost 3 month.
Afterwards her husband have interest to run own business but Jenny to do almost everything. At the beginning she thought is everything will be good and smooth but after 6 month operations she started feel the heat from the husband side.
Wake up 7am, cooking,iron dress and going shop. 9.30am business time started till 9.30pm. She did everything till nobody know she's the owner of the shop. She working like others workers should be. Hot and rain everything she face, no complain she happy and smile till all customer like her service.
She fall sick at time, she got admitted at hospital.
Next day she again continue work.
Shop is doing good day by day. After 6 month another branch open at same location. Everybody happy. Husband, sister in law and entire in laws family. She kept everything in her.
Day by day it changed her attitude her look. She becoming thin, time for her self is nowhere. Everyone surrounding her notice her scarification they feel sad and sympathy on her.
They try to help. At the end all get mess up. Who's use to be close before, becoming strangers just because of the greediness, domination attitude.proud self-esteem, always think that only they are right, never try to understand other people, never listen other people voice and many more reason.
Finally at time this family Jenny love like her own is decided to leave and move on to better life style.
They are all good and settle now.
Jenny continue suffer. Day by day, nothing change. She lost almost all battle. Self confident, dressing sense, interest, hobby, ambition, desire and all human will.
She's alive but nowhere. It's like you see the water but you are not able to touch, it continue flowing.
Her family knows almost everything they want to help her out but still she stop them and want to live in the cave which is a lots of thorns keep hurting and make her bleed.
She's such a strong women, you might ever met if you know her life journey.
Let Jesus Christ continue keep her going with good health and strong mental and physical.
Many times she cried out loud. But at one time she realize there's no need to cry if she still don't want to really move on. This is her choice so she need to keep going.
Jenny went to her in laws country, far from her own family. She's alone. Everything there is different. She know it since she decided to be together in 1 with her husband.
Talking and experienced the things is a 2 different world.
The family culture is so different. They treat you very good but at same time they expectation on you is too much higher. They smile but behind, God know what is the bitterness....
...............Practice my writing skill after long time break.
Jenny is a very good women from beginning. She has been working in 1 of the insurance company. She quit job because of the environment.
She became full time housewife for almost 3 month.
Afterwards her husband have interest to run own business but Jenny to do almost everything. At the beginning she thought is everything will be good and smooth but after 6 month operations she started feel the heat from the husband side.
Wake up 7am, cooking,iron dress and going shop. 9.30am business time started till 9.30pm. She did everything till nobody know she's the owner of the shop. She working like others workers should be. Hot and rain everything she face, no complain she happy and smile till all customer like her service.
She fall sick at time, she got admitted at hospital.
Next day she again continue work.
Shop is doing good day by day. After 6 month another branch open at same location. Everybody happy. Husband, sister in law and entire in laws family. She kept everything in her.
Day by day it changed her attitude her look. She becoming thin, time for her self is nowhere. Everyone surrounding her notice her scarification they feel sad and sympathy on her.
They try to help. At the end all get mess up. Who's use to be close before, becoming strangers just because of the greediness, domination attitude.proud self-esteem, always think that only they are right, never try to understand other people, never listen other people voice and many more reason.
Finally at time this family Jenny love like her own is decided to leave and move on to better life style.
They are all good and settle now.
Jenny continue suffer. Day by day, nothing change. She lost almost all battle. Self confident, dressing sense, interest, hobby, ambition, desire and all human will.
She's alive but nowhere. It's like you see the water but you are not able to touch, it continue flowing.
Her family knows almost everything they want to help her out but still she stop them and want to live in the cave which is a lots of thorns keep hurting and make her bleed.
She's such a strong women, you might ever met if you know her life journey.
Let Jesus Christ continue keep her going with good health and strong mental and physical.
Many times she cried out loud. But at one time she realize there's no need to cry if she still don't want to really move on. This is her choice so she need to keep going.
Jenny went to her in laws country, far from her own family. She's alone. Everything there is different. She know it since she decided to be together in 1 with her husband.
Talking and experienced the things is a 2 different world.
The family culture is so different. They treat you very good but at same time they expectation on you is too much higher. They smile but behind, God know what is the bitterness....
...............Practice my writing skill after long time break.
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